I had lunch with an old friend today and finally told her about my divorce. She was very compassionate and accepting. I was so relieved. I have this (irrational) fear that I will be judged when I tell friends about it. And although this blog is public, hardly anyone reads…
On one hand I benefit from people in their own worlds because that means I can draw them without inhibition, but on the other hand, sometimes I think of how lonely people seem, even in a crowded train. I wonder if it’s what they want, to be left alone. Sometimes…
Father’s Day falls on this day. That is all.
i can’t remember anything about this day. I must’ve done my routine: work, dance, but that’s about it. Maybe I was also contemplating on an unfinished companion.
As promised here’s a lighter post (in both mood and wording) on the second half of the day, where things do get better. We go back to normal and I get to draw people on the BART on the way to and from class. The first drawing is a pretty…
Warning: rant about work, so skip this one please (for the one person who actually reads the blog). Part two will be much better. We had a unit wide meeting on this day, and these are my drawings of the meeting. Our unit is made up of several labs, in…
I’m not sure what to say about how I felt on this day. I’ve had some recent surprises that jolted me, leaving me feeling very imbalanced. I go to dance classes, and I try to draw as a way to keep my mind from leaving me feeling even more unbalanced…
The first image is about waiting and time. I can be very impatient and impulsive. Patience is not my strong suit. Right now I’m forced to practice the former and suffer the consequences for the latter. Being impulsive can lead to making the wrong decision. I’ve made a lot of…
finally! The waiting is over and I get to talk to my doctor. The rest of the discussion isn’t really ready for the blog at the moment. If I still keep this blog up in five years… maybe. But this isn’t one of those visits that you have to take…
Still waiting….. so here are some more passengers on the train to and from dance class. At least this part of me has improved. yay for small victories!